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RATKING

by Brimheim

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1.
Picked up where I left off Not taking any phone calls Was that a jean pocket buzz? I don’t need you at all Am I face down on this rug? Never been this healthy and strong I need no one at all Made myself two promises Get fit and stay confident I’m purging any weakness So I can climb anything myself Who needs God when you’re a god yourself Please just give me a second I’ll climb on bleeding hands and knees To stand on the hill Alone with myself Dancing in the rubble I’m dancing in the rubble without you Dancing in the rubble I’m dancing in the rubble without you I’ll be dancing in the rubble without you The floor was covered in broken porcelain Around the armchair I like sleeping in Keeping one eye open Never turn your back to the door You say you still recognize my face But I am not a child any longer I’m a decorated conqueror And I’ll climb on Bleeding hands and knees To stand on the hill Alone with myself Dancing in the rubble I’m dancing in the rubble without you I’ll be dancing in the rubble I’m dancing in the rubble without you
2.
Normies 02:18
"I texted you from the bathroom That I’ll quit tomorrow (I hate it here) I know it’s only been a couple’ weeks But we should skip town and go Would you maybe? Wanna get away from the normies Like livin’ dead We’ll be staying in bed all day I wanna give you head if you’re horny Are you weirded out by how much I like you? Ooh (Do you hate it?) How much I like you? I’m checking myself out in the rear view Drivin’ up to your house (Dried my tears right off) I’ve packed my lipgloss and a tripod Hope I look good enough Would you maybe? Wanna get away from the normies Like living dead, we’ll be staying in bed today I wanna give you head if you’re horny Are you weirded out by how much I like you? Ooh (Do you hate it?) How much I like you? Wanna get away from the normies Like livin’ dead, we’ll be staying in bed today I wanna give you head if you’re horny Are you weirded out by how much I like you? Ooh (Do you hate it?) How much I like you?"
3.
"I'm trying hard not to fight A piece of you was lodged in me When we fell through the ice Eyes A crack between our bodies Opened up with that one kiss And I crawled through the opening And ended up in bits In your hands You said you won’t hold me here Anymore I know that I shouldn’t ask Keep it from spilling out of me When you loosen your grasp I Won’t beg that you don’t leave me Though It’s likely that I’ll die You’re holding all the strings That keep me upright and alive In your hands You said you can’t breathe in here Anymore I can’t stand it Please, please Let me fall asleep Before you leave me Please, please Leave me to my dreams where I’m still your girl Please, please I can’t stand it"
4.
"As foolish as it was To let these songs rip me right open However big the applause I’m staring at myself in the bathroom after another interview It’s important to look good And I do Maybe I said too much again But If you want me I’ll give you everything If you want me I’ll give you everything I want you to tell me That you will adore me And you will not forget it I just need your deepest love Chant my own words back to me Then maybe it’ll will be worth it “I want more I need more” Spilled my guts to make some room For you to fill me up Gagged the part of me who told me There’s a line I shouldn’t cross As foolish as it was To give myself to total strangers It's easier than I thought To turn my secrets into your entertainment I just wanna see you amazed See the astonishment light up your face And it will Maybe I said too much again But if you want me I’ll give you everything I want you to tell me That you will adore me And you will not forget it I just need your deepest love Chant own words back to me Then maybe it’ll will be worth it “I want more I need more” Spilled my guts to make some room For you to fill me up Gagged the part of me who told me There’s a line I shouldn’t cross (Make some room) I want you to tell me That you will adore me (Adore me, you adore me) And you will not forget it I just need your deepest love Chant own words back to me Then maybe it’ll will be worth it “I want more I need more” (Deepest Love) Everything (uhoh) Everything Everything (make some room) Everything Everything Everything Everything"
5.
At 3am Again you’ve turned around in your sleep And withdrawn the limp hand That you offered reluctantly As you drifted off Just as I thought It’s become a chore for you to hold me How can something so effortless Become so hard? You’d say I’m being melodramatic If I could just be chill You wouldn’t wanna walk Ah Walk Ah If you don't wanna look upon me with loving eyes I promise, baby, I totally don't mind I don't mind And then I’ll be bleeding diamonds all over the floor I swear I don’t need anything Just hopelessly hung up on your love Keep bleeding diamonds for you Don’t mind me Bleeding all these diamonds for you It's all fine There’s no need to worry, darling It’s such a nice dinner Hear me laugh Ha Ha Ha But as I turn my back to do the dishes One tiny tear escapes my heart Ah Heart Perhaps again you’ll look upon me with loving eyes But if not, no problem, I totally don't mind I don't mind And then I’ll be bleeding diamonds all over the floor I swear I don’t need anything Just hopelessly hung up on your love Keep bleeding diamonds for you Don’t mind me bleeding all these diamonds for you Ah
6.
Snow Angels 02:21
I like when its gets cold outside Means I get to curl up closer to you When we go to sleep at night Mmh It doesn’t scare me anymore We’re making snow angels In the middle of the road Mmh By loving me you make me real By loving me you make me real By loving me you make me real By loving me you make me real
7.
Ooh Slid my feet into these high heeled shoes Tried to stand up straight like good girls should Ooh But something’s pulling me into the ooze I should’ve kept it together but I couldn’t Anymore Hehehey (ah) Do you remember what you said? (ah) “This girl’s never gonna go feral” (ah) Might as well go ahead Uh Ooh Keep pouring gasoline on that fire Ooh ‘Cause I’m not a fucking coward Been broken too many times by this Not gonna be an agreeable little bitch Never been more ravenous than right now Ooh Boy, have I got a surprise for you Girls like me could leave your life in ruins Ooh The fangs have grown with every ridicule You’d have me be your Melpomene but I refuse Hehehey (Ah) Do you remember what you said? (Ah) “This girl’s never gonna go feral” (Ah Now she’s ripping off your head Uh Ooh Keep pouring gasoline on that fire Ooh ‘Cause I’m not a fucking coward Been broken too many times by this Not gonna be an agreeable little bitch Never been more ravenous than right now Ooh Keep pouring gasoline on that fire Ooh ‘Cause I’m not a fucking coward Been broken too many times by this Not gonna be an agreeable little bitch Never been more ravenous than right now
8.
I once begged you to love me Now I’m doing it again Turns out that it's just very hard To truly love yourself If I ever figure it out I won't be such a child I’ll be a brand new woman You won’t recognise me It could be more than a daydream If only I grew the spine (Mmh) To leave a note to tell you That we’ve kissed for the last time (Mmh) Getting in the car at sunrise Purging my old life I could be a wild woman A dot on the horizon Oh God! How does it feel to breathe? There’s always been a feral dog (Ooh) Clawing its way out of me If I ever let her see The light of day Then maybe I could be a wild woman (Ooh) A brand new woman I could be a wild woman (Ooh) And I’d never have to beg you A glass of wine Might calm me down Am I foaming at the mouth? (Ah) Scratch marks on the bed frame And tears in the new towels (Ah) Well before they’ve left my throat I’m eating my own words “Baby, I’m a wild woman And I don’t care if that hurts you” Oh God! How does it feel to breathe? There’s always been a feral dog (Ooh) Clawing its way out of me If I ever let her see the light of day Then maybe I could be a wild woman (Ooh) A brand new woman Oh what a wild woman (Ooh) I could be I could be I could be I could be I could be I could be
9.
I’m not alive enough So I’ll take a knife to the heart And I’ll cut a little piece Of my own skin off And there’s nothing there inside I’m leaking vinegar and sparkling wine Just an echo How am I alive? No kidney, no heart, No liver, no lungs Were they removed? Or this is how I was born? Turns out after all this time I really am just empty inside Ooh No kidney, no heart, No liver, no lungs Were they removed? Or this is how I was born? Turns out after all this time I really am just empty inside Ooh Was this ever a real body? Or just a complicated machine? Was this ever a real body? Or just a complicated machine? Was this ever a real body? Or just a complicated machine? Was this ever a real body? Or just a complicated machine? Ooh
10.
Surgeon 03:21
Funny how I have a tender heart Funny how I have a tender heart Funny how I have a tender heart When all I ever want Is someone strong enough To open me up And demand it You’re not strong enough Open up Mmh You’re not strong enough Ah open me up And demand it Uh Open me up And demand it Uh
11.
I am sticking out my tongue To taste the sweetness of the rain Drops are drumming on the boardwalk As you let go of my hand I said I wouldn’t stoop to beg you Like I have done before “Can you love me even harder? “Can you love me even more?” More No, I'm not fading away This time I’ll be an ocean grinding boulders Into to pebbles then to sand Then become a massive desert Running through an hourglass Baby, there nothing that I’ll need Not even one demand or chore Can you love me even harder? Can you love me even more? No I’m not fading away This time And I’ve never been this pretty We’ve never been more in love My darling, you’re just distracted, right? You’ll feel it soon enough I think the sky is clearing Don’t you feel showered by the rain? Everything is so slippery Are you slipping away from me? Ah
12.
Hurricane 04:22
I will open all the windows In the eye of the hurricane Let the wind take my journals and a letter that I never sent I will push the old piano To the porch as an offering Haven’t learned how to play it anyway Never had the discipline Uh If it also decides to take me Then I will be ready to leave And should it claim me I’ll know I did what I could to let go Release me, desire The sky’s so big and blue A small silver locket Couple baby teeth inside I’ve had it for so long now Don’t even know if they are mine My grandmother’s scribbled recipes Dancing, they are free With my beautiful white wedding gown In a whirlwind around me Uh If it also decides take me Then I will be ready to leave And should it claim me I’ll know I did what I could to let go Release me, desire The sky’s so big and blue

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On her upcoming album, Brimheim shines an unrelenting light on the dissonance within herself with a refined fusion of organic and electronic elements. She explores her shame, frustration with prescriptive gender roles, and unmasks the parts of her that she’s spent a lifetime suppressing.

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released March 22, 2024

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Brimheim Malmö, Sweden

Crafting lyricism with candid veracity, Brimheim’s brand of indie rock provides the unexpected
yet catchy. Articulate phrases run their nails along her day-to-day attempts to decipher the ‘how to’ of happiness. Naturally, an underlying current of anxiety undulates throughout, but occasional flowerings of hope and humor offer a welcome and
contrasting fragrance.
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